A Random Thought

 What do you do when you make mistakes? What do you do when your expectations screw you over? I think getting back up from nothing to something is life... Don't get sad or frustrated when you take wrong decisions. Yes, you do make some mistakes every now & then and even get your hopes shattered sometimes, but that is life, isn't it? How you deal with those things is life! You really get to know yourself better at those times. Making mistakes is not stupidity. Stupidity is letting the same mistake happen twice. For an extreme pessimist guy, I have changed a lot these past years and see things a lot more differently now. So, get back up and simply.....move on.

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Loneliness.....

Lonely........being alone or the feeling of being left out. Everybody feels lonely sometimes. You feel like no one's around, nobody's there for you & you feel so low. But have you ever felt so lonely that the ones near you feel like they are fading away? You're lost in your own world in your own thoughts. All the bad times of the past return back in your mind. You feel like sitting away from everybody else. You get out of the house without any destination just your half conscious mind leading you the way. You just keep walking silently but with a world war going inside your mind. Sometimes you just want to hurt yourself. The moment of desperation to smoke a cigarette when you already stopped smoking. You try to call your friends but all of them are busy. Random questions about life start to smash your brain, You become so pessimist. You have nowhere to go but you just don't wanna go home at the time. You ride any bus you find empty & get a seat at the last window. Travel by the bus not knowing where it goes but it doesn't matter. Listen to sad songs. Roam around till evening. Get home late. But the moment you find company with friends or specially your loved one & talk with them, that damn feeling is so wonderful......

Look What You've Done

Even a few feet away from you feels so far

These people around us, I forget who & what they are

I just wanna go near & hug you

Just like me I hope you miss me too

Looking at you makes me feel so good

Need you so much I wish you understood

You are so near but I feel so far away

Without you my colorful life is all gray

I can wait forever for the moment when you look at me

When our eyes meet you get me down on my knee

I love you, I care for you every second till I die

'cause I can't let go of you even if I try

Look what you've done to me........

The Special Feeling

sometimes I feel lonely

sometimes I feel sad

but I'm happy you're with me

whenever I feel bad

whenever you look at me

whenever you smile

it seems the world just 

stops for a while

I Love You

& I never wanna let go

this is what I want you to know....

I Miss You...

Even in the midst of happiness and fun, i still feel so sad. Maybe its because I'm not with you or maybe my heart accepts happiness only with you. I don't know whether i should stay the same or change. I'm a loner and my company is only you. Everything and everyone else just feel like mere dust. The view from here is so beautiful that you would want to stay here frozen even for a week. Without you, even the warmth of the sun feels so cold. So here I am looking at the last rays of the sun for the day, setting down all alone still missing you from the deepest part of my heart. Don't know why everything good doesn't last longer. Why does the beautiful sun has to set? Why does the evening sky has to change to the dark night? Why do you have to leave? :-(

Random..

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